He really is an IDIOT!!!

I hate this book.

I hate this book so much that I hate it.

It's not because it sucks but it's too painful. Too painful for me because of what Prince Myshkin did to my Aglaia. How can he do that? How can he be such a dolt?He is an idiot in every sense of the word. They say that his idiocy is merely his naivity of the world. Always sees the goodness in others, letting them fleece him, abuse him and still manage to forgive. People making fun of him and that's alright. Only Aglaia sees thru him.And Natasya. Both women love him but of different kind. Whom did he choose? The one of bad kind. Serves him right. But I feel sorry for what happened to my poor Aglaia, the jilted one. Rushed off to a bad marriage. It's all Myshkin's fault! I hate him.He made himself crazy that's for sure. Bad choices.

To lessen my pain, I watched my fave Pride and Prejudice and trying to read the book for the 4th time. To wash away the feeling of pain this stupid book brought me.

Hello!!

Is this really my first post for 2009?

I'm so tamad!

What is happenning to me? Very busy with work. Stressed too but I DON'T WANT THINK ABOUT IT ON MY WEEKEND OFF! I think I'm going to be sick. Me Uncle says I'm too pale. I have'nt been sleeping well lately and I've been holding pee often because I'm too busy going to the loo! (It kills me at night when I'm about to sleep). I need to pay more attention to myself. Right, go to the washroom when I need to.

I need to buy a new top for Saturday. It has to be red. I only have blue.

My grandma is pressuring me to finish my box.

My mother drives me nuts because of her neighbor.

My back is killing me for sitting for a long period of time.(Thank God I don't gain weight!)

I'm so sick of my Patapon game because I could'nt finish the bloody stage!

And for some insane reason why do I keep on spending?!

At least I love my book "The Idiot" by Dostoevsky.

I just spoke with my parents on the phone.

I saw a new clip from Harry Potter. Can't wait til July 17.

My husband's papers are being processed.

I'm going to attend a friend's bachelorette's party on Friday.( I hope the pizza delivery guy is not gay...)

And I've reacquainted with my long lost friend. Thank God for Facebook! (Hi Minnie!).

Sheesh!..

I have nothing much to say.

Last night I attended our company's Christmas Party at Mistura in downtown TO.I love the hors'd oeuvres.I love the appetizer(I had lamb) but I don't like the main course(coz' I picked it myself, sea bass..why is it that I always want what I don't have?as I was eyeing my co worker's veal..)Oh I also love the drinks.I had sex on the beach cocktail and jose cuervo tequila. Funny I went to work wearing jeans.How was I to know I had to dress up for the party??? I was forced to buy at least a blouse at Costa Blanca.Cost me $33 bucks thank you very much.But it's worth it. At least I did'nt have to spend the rest of the night thinking how foolish and under dress I look.

My baby husband and I have been taking care of his papers.Little by little we try to answer the forms.

Still trying to learn a few more things at work.Hope I can do them all.

God willing.


This was taken at Eatons Centre eaons ago.Puro swarovski crystals yan

Developments, developments.

Tagal ko ng di nag blog! So much has happened in my life lately. For starters I got me a job. It's a good job. Never in my life would I expect that something this good will come my way. I am now a trainee (4weeks next) at a recruitment firm in Downtown Toronto.I will be a staffing coordinator. I will staff people to different clients, just like my old work in the Philippines except I'm working on the computer and the phone. Very stressful at that.I wear office clothes now, office coat, office shoes and even office hair( he he he I use ceramique to straighten my hair). It has done a good deal to my self-esteem too! Love it. And darn proud of it.

2 weeks ago my FIL passed away. My baby was distraught, so was everybody else in his family. I had a great kinship with Tatay Erning, bless his soul. I'm glad that a lot of my relatives also went to his wake.

Then my uncle got stabbed in the tummy(he's ok now don't worry) and my Dad had a little problem with his health(he's ok now don't worry.Can just take his meds).

Oh well, life's like that.

What's with me?

Nothing. Basically nothing. Still job hunting though...I hate this. I hate doing this. Hated it. Will ever hate it. The thing that I dread the most has finally come. Came.Whatever.

I thought I could'nt make it. I was out yesterday handing out my resumes. Just went to the stores here and there "Are you guys hiring?" Most of them just accepted my resume.Oh they're use to it.That's the way here. All I have to do is just be more Canadian.Right. I have'nt been to agencies though. I will do that next week.I have sent emails too.

I also have another plan in sight.Going back to school.If only I know what to get....Scratch out Practical Nursing. Too much hoopla, too much requirements. Nevermind that I'm afraid of blood, can't stand pain, don't like working at night. You need to be at school for 2 years too.They have a good salary a salary though. Well I guess its not really for me.

Next option is Dental Assisting. I can't afford Dental Hygiene($13k for a year!) so I thought of the next thing to it.

Or maybe Office Admin.

Sheeessh!

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